Yeah ok so I finally deleted the goatee on Tuesday. I’m not sure what the deal was. I would e-mail her, she would say she’s still interested in the subdomain and then never put a site up. So oh well.

I have a question. My boyfriend and I both have this insane itching problem all over our bodies. On me in leaves little dots where it itches after I scratch. Almost like athletes foot would, but this is all over my legs and hands mainly. His are larger rashes and they’re on his legs and arms. Someone said it was just bad dry skin but all the warm clothes you wear in winter. I’m not sure I believe that because I’m not outside enough. He and I both have been lathering ourselves in lotion and to no avail. It just makes it itch worse. I personally think it’s some sort of a bacteria, but I know quite a few other people who said they’re experiencing the same thing. If anyone has any advice it would be greatly appreciated. I’m signing off for now because I need to scratch really bad.

I got wordpress on my iPhone! Do you know how awesome this is? I’m not a chronic blogger…..matter o’ fact I probably don’t blog enough. Hopefully this will help me to blog way more and keep everyone up to spped with everything.

I got a new hosted. Or so I thought. It’s been a few weeks and I don’t think she’s even uploaded anything yet. . Anyway I emailed her and she said she did wantthe subdomain and would get things up by the end of the week…..last week. Hopefully we’ll see something from her soon. I saw some really awesome graphics she had made and I was excited about her.

I know it’s been awhile since I’ve blogged, but I don’t think anyone reads this damn thing anyway so it really doesn’t matter.  Quite  a bit has happened since my last blog.  I moved out of Matt’s house, and he went from breaking my heart to being a complete asshole to me….guess people have shown their true colors?

So anyway,  I moved back in with my parents, and I really like it here.  My boyfriend Devin, (we dated for three years, and are trying things again) wants to move in together…notice my reluctance to do so?  Well it’s there, I do love Devin, but I’m very reluctant about moving in with him.  I don’t want it to turn out like things with Matt did…

I also started back to school.  Yes, I have two classes this semester, you’re probably saying “only two?”  But yes, only two, and what’s more is they are extremely difficult classes.  Bioligy w/ Anatomy and Physiology, and Microbiology.  Sucks.

In good news, I got a new hostee!  Her name is Janine, and I hope she really likes it here!! Check her out!  She hasn’t gotten her site up yet, but I’m sure she’s working hard on it.

Ok, so I finally got my new camera in the mail!  I was extremely excited for days, and even today I’m still excited.  I love this thing.   It’s absolutely awesome.  I took some pictures for you all to enjoy.  This one here is my puppy.  Her name is Baby, and I don’t guess she’s much of a puppy anymore.  She turned 1 in November.  She’s a dorkie breed, meaning she’s a mix between a daschund and a yorkie.  Normally, she looks like the yorkie, but when she’s getting a bath she definitely looks like a daschund.  She is a pretty sweet, and good  natured dog.  She has gotten revenge on me once when I wouldn’t let her run out in the field.  A little about me, we have two other dogs, I’ll post pics of them sometime.  One is a Chocolate Lab named Rudy, and the other is a GoldenDoodle named Max.  I don’t think I have any more news at this moment, so I’ll hold off on the other picture until next time.

What I don’t understand is how guys can say they love you, want to marry you, go as far as buying a damn engagement ring, move you into their house, and then two months after the fact, tell you they aren’t sure if they’re over their ex-wife.  A wife they were married to for four years that just up and left him one day.

I don’t know either, but it’s happened to me twice…Second time being today.  Whats more is I fell in love with this guy because he was safe.  I knew (or thought I did) that with him, I would never get hurt.  I could trust him, with my whole heart (a thing that is extremely hard for me to do), because he wasn’t that type of person.  Then they turn out to be…

What do you do then?  Do you leave?  It’s hard to leave because you truly do love the person.  Do you stay?  Thats hard too, I have too much pride to stay in a house, a relationship where I’ve been made look like a fool the whole time, after he’s talked to his friends about how he’s not sure if he wants to get back together with her or not, because he does still love her, and always will….(his words, not mine)  So what do you do?  You can’t stay, and it’s really hard to go, after you’ve finally put your whole heart into someone again…finally.  After the last time it was crushed, you finally found someone to put your whole heart into again, and they do the exact same thing to you as the guy before…